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Poems of a Moment
on the brink
the world is not cookie cutter clear
we do not connect the dots
and color between the lines
we work for any time and paper we need
to write our own tale
to see beyond our neighbors nose
it is not enough to get rid of your tv
if it is even wise
it is not enough to vote your conscience
it is never enough
the world is not cookie cutter clear
we do not connect the dots
and color between the lines
which is for children
and even for children it is not enough
the paper before us is blank
the story behind is written
it cannot be rewritten
not by our own hand
or any other
the story ahead awaits
we must choose the hands
sun stone and water tree
snow face and hawk path
moon creek and wind rock
rain hands and owl cave
rapid walk through stellar sky
whisper whisper whisper why
sun stone a snow face
water tree a hawk path
moon creek the rain hands
wind rock the owl cave
rain hands and snow face
owl cave and hawk path
rapid walk through stellar sky
whisper whisper whisper why
rain thought water path
creek hawk sun hands
owl hands wind face
moon stone cave rock
rapid walk through stellar sky
whisper whisper whisper why
people
people who work hard and do not dwell on it
people who are kind and do not laud themselves for it
people who are careful to avoid social situations of unhealth
people who are trapped who flex and get out
people who are too engaged to brood
people who are compassionate despite all
people who can be counted on in every move
these are the people we become in becoming people
adolescence
is ancient
children know what time deplores
the heights and depths and weights
adolescence is ancient
children know what time ignores
what clings and seethes and burns
their youth
a refusal to allow tomorrow to be just like today
allow me
the moment i saw past
the blank horizon of this life
the moment i slipped
the moment i felt yesterday's creature
become tomorrow's horror
with no respite in between
i want to remember the feeling
of losing our lives forever—
of being perfectly
sane
for a moment—at least
i want to be clear
i want to remember—i felt
clear
of the present....
i knew the direction
and needed tools for the journey
Lessons in Language
He was young
drew pictures
eyes layered with secrets.
He never wrote a word
nor once spoke
yet poetry
spilled
raw and clear
a rare smile.
She was young
compelled to learn.
One day she wrote
the ceiling
is the apprentice to the sky.
I was young
supposed to teach
imaginative writing.
It was all I could do
to translate—
not poetry
not Spanish
nor English—
other things.
Hard Speak
This is not
my language
this too hard clay.
My teeth break
and my tongue is sored
on the pebble-pocked
clay of speech.
my language
this fertile clay.
and my tongue is soared
on the pebble-pock
clay of speak.
Reprieve
This summer
I will stand in one spot
until my blood and my bones
tell me to move
and then I will move
until the fibers of my body
from my brain to my toes
tell me otherwise.
Ecnmc Chrncld Blues
Millions if not billions of people on this earth live under worse conditions and more pure horror than you have ever seen on film. And you say you do not live in a sheltered little concrete corner of the world. You are so far from your brothers and sisters, you forget they live. And how. I'd sit here and try to understand you if I thought there was anything to you.
P.S. Don't forget to pick up some milk on your way home from work. Cheese, too. American. And some honey. We're out of honey.
Milk and honey, a little bit of cheese. The whole story had the flavor of a shopping list. Tasteful. [Tasteless.] Exact. [But trivial.] Literature for the ages. [Transient ones.] Faded, smeared computer printout, throwaway tabs, fractions of a cent to your favorite cause. Cheap and poisonous. Poetry for the ages, and especially the dispensable moment. Bland. Boring. Scarcely in need of a second glance.
The too-real irrelevant writing of the day—economic chronicled blues.
The Children's Movement
The 5 year-olds strode first
leading waves of children
none older than 9
walking 20 and 30 wide
filling the street for miles
holding little potted flowers
and protest signs
crookedly
some upside down
with slogans like—
love kittens
free the world
and
daddy isn't always right
8 and 9 year-olds on the flanks
provided security
for the rest
tens of thousands of children.
Once
the procession stopped
children bewildered
tugging each others' sleeves
then slowly they moved forward
past a few five year-olds
who held hands in a ring
a rosy protective circle
around three small butterflies
trying to get comfortable hide or nap
(it wasn't entirely clear)
on a single dropped flower
around which a ring of children
the five year olds
held hands
and sang songs
of sunshine
as the march flowed
around and on.
Power Play
How long have they sat
dismembered in their burning,
dice rolling from fingertips
like crimes they are about to commit,
an arm broken and misplaced here,
a knee crushed and found over there,
the heart with a thighbone staked through it,
the conscience drowned in a burst of blood
forgotten along the dull path of their trespasses?
In their daily flaunting of ego,
their hourly dose of fear,
they flaunt and reek
while rivers of time drip and flood by
washing away everyone expendable,
leaving them there with their dice,
leaving them semi-vague and anonymous
if well known,
believing wholeheartedly hardheartedly
that their policies are good,
as can be.
you are responsible
for the foreseeable consequences
of your actions
you are not a leaf
falling from a tree
you are not a cricket pre-programmed to chirp
you are not a drop of water
pulled by gravity
frozen by cold
sublimated dissipated evaporated
you are all that
you are more
you are human
you have to choose
and in the fields land mines
you must choose
to dismantle
you must choose
planting flowers
along the way
prism
we must slow down
or speed up
to our minds natural tempo
not our bodys slick act
we must realize
that likely we will not say
what others wish to hear
and likely we will not hear
what we would usually wish
we must act
and hope that what we express
has filtered long through what we are
and what we ought to be
and hope to be
and wish to be
and might be
the prism of another's model perspective
will reflect refract or refuse us
and if reflected
we hope humane
and if refracted
we hope in understanding
and if refused
to be bettered
existence
resistance
in a sense
we are all refugees
stranded in the unfamiliar
driven hapless from homes
taking up camp in unknown realms
for a time we are directly dependent upon others
then with a little luck we begin to move on our own
it seems
to provide for our families our neighbors ourselves
while working to raise the level of existence
hand in hand with who and what we can
we may never achieve all we imagine
or seem to remember we may never
even escape these camps
for safe haven or home
no promises the reality
of being
caring for children
as refugees
we would do well
to know
that we must
shelter
yet
cannot hide
from children
the reality of our plight
and the nature
of our struggle
ongoing
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